Nooo, I'm sick, again. XD This is like the third or fourth time this year! I usually only get sick once a year, if even that. Every inch of me aches and I almost threw up this morning (for some reason i feel REALLY nauseous when I stand up) UNG DOODLEZ YOU AREN'T HELPING BY USING THE LITTER BOX. >:{ I want grapes so bad, but idk if I can make it to the store like this. >__< I'll try though, mebbe.

*goes to lie down*

Not to spam, but HOLY CRAP !!! My sister just told me about these new Evangelion movies, and that one's playing in Denver in August!! I didn't even know about them! Eva is, without a doubt, the most incredible anime series ever (well, along with Death Note). I've been a fan of Eva since... I don't even know. 13 years old? It was one of the first series I ever got into.



HOOOLYYY CRAAAP THAT LOOKS AMAZING!

I haven't been this excited since yesterday. When I discovered Mr. Saturn plush on ebay.

Must... get... tickets... > __

Find out which EarthBound character YOU are by clicking on the picture!

Quiz by d`Jeu

LOL.only ness could make 'normal' look so awesome.

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=250459989445

; o ; I've never been so obsessed with a fandom that I was actually tempted to bid on such an expensive piece of merchandise... until now. that's the most ridiculously price plushie i've ever seen.

...BUT I LOVE HIM !! i would gladly not eat for a week (make that two weeks) for him...

also YAAAAAY at my sister for getting this pwnsome Mother 3 mood theme to work. I am truly happeh.

Me n my sis stayed up to 6 am last night playing the final chapter of Mother 3.


....This game.... was as good, if not even better than Suikoden II (which is the greatest game imo). It was so beautiful, and now I'm so sad it's over. WHY, WHY NO MORE SEQUEL!??


Farewell DN obsession, helloooo Earthbound.

By the way, cutest caremelldansen EVER:




I feel like crying whenever I see it. XDDDDD ...I want a Mr. Saturn. T___T <33333

My heart's been acting weird the past few days. It's like always beating super fast, which makes me get out of breath and feel like I'm gonna faint a lot. And I noticed I've been having trouble remembering things and have sorta just randomly forgetting words/losing my train of thought mid-sentence... >__< Usually symptoms of not eating well, but I can't do much because I can't afford lotsa healthy/allergen friendly food right now. I'm trying to limit food-spending to $20-$40 a week. Well anyway, with the heart thing, drinking water with vinegar oddly helps a little, so I'll keep doing that. Bah, but I hope it stops soon.

I'm kinda sad because Sandy left Saturday. Relieved though, because we were supposed to get a new manager dude with quite a temper--but that fell through. My paycheck was so lame... I think it's the worst I've ever gotten. They're cutting back our hours... it's frustrating.

Ok I'm done rantin. XD I need to get busy on cosplay. I'll do that soon. Reallly~

SIR NECESSARY says:
mom says to tell you that i'm not eating my green beans


flint's favorite kid says:
LMFAOOOOO
THAT MADE ME SNOT IN MY CEREAL
CEREAL???
IM NOT EVEN EATING CEREAL!!
XDDDDDDD

An every day conversation between my sister and I. XD lol, I shout a lot at her.


Aww, I got a letter from my dad the other day and it was SO cute. It said "Everything OK here." XD He never wrote me before so I was very 'cited.

I was gonna bitch talk about work, but after 3 days off (in a row)...(with no call-ins!), I feel pretty relaxed and ready to tackle another work week. XD ~

Man was work stressful today. My boss Braden got SO pissed at me so many times and kept yelling. T___T I felt down all day. They fired a girl so now we have to cover her hours too, and on saturday I have to open and close again so that's at least a 12 hour day. wth?

Ohey does anybody have a wig foam head thingy I can borrow? I need to dye a wig! XD

Omfg. Last night was the last night my sis was staying with me, so of course we roleplayed and had our usual crackalicious tiems into all hours of the night until we were dead tired. We both agreed to finally go to sleep, but before we did I tiredly asked "What about Pokey?" cuz I was curious what he was up to in our RP. RIGHT after I asked I started to fall asleep and vaguely heard her say "He's playing with a Ness doll", so I started to have this half-thought, half-dream in my half-asleep state of Pokey playing with a bunch of toys. I then said "HE LOVES THEM ALL!", but instead of saying it in the dream I said it in real life, with a weird high pitched voice, and actually woke myself up. XDDDDDDDDDDD I even said "whoa" right after because I had no idea what was going on. My sis tiredly said "I have no words for you." and once I realized what happened I told her and proceeded to laugh my ass off for the next 10 minutes. XDDD I still crack up whenever I think about it.

Silly times. :D

Man, I've been having some times at work. XD Besides the usual stresses and hilarities, My boss Sandy (the lady who replaced my old boss, Juan) hadn't been in work for days and I found out she was in the hospital. Of course I was worried but figured she'd be back soon, but earlier today I heard the co-owner talking to my coworkers about Juan (who quit because he was moving back to Mexico to be with his family by the way), and he was saying how Juan wants to come back already. So I was thinking in a year or a few months at the soonest, but then he goes on to say he may be back in a couple WEEKS. AND THAT HE'S BEEN TALKING TO THE DISTRICT MANAGER ABOUT GETTING HIS JOB BACK. I'm freaking the fuck out because I love Sandy, she's that most awesome, understanding, sweet boss ever. I've loved it since Juan left because I've barely gotten yelled at, or felt like we're all walking on eggshells, or you know.... felt this IMMENSE UN-FUCKING-NECESSARY PRESSURE WHEN WE'RE WORKING IN A FREAKING FAST FOOD JOINT since he's left. It's also been great working with a woman, because she understands our needs (like ordering smaller gloves for the girls, and trying to be more sensitive about overworking/scheduling everyone, and she even tries to find ways for us to keep our bonuses whereas everyone else tries to take them away for the smallest reasons). So yeah, I'm thinking they're going to fire her in order to give Juan his job back... and that DOES NOT go down well with me. I got really emotional thinking about it today, and there's no doubt in my mind, especially at this point when I'm feeling overworked and stressed out and REALLY needing a break but hardly ever getting a real day off, that I would tell them I'm quitting if I found out they let her go. I DO NOT want to work with Juan again. He was a totally nice guy. But like I said, he caused so much stress for everyone, yelled and got so pissed all the time, and put way too much pressure on us... I don't want to deal with that, but more than anything, it's the principal. Ever since Sandy started working here all I've heard from my coworkers is hate on her (behind her back, of course). They blame shit on her, they say how bad she is at her job and blah blah blah. But she's NEW. She needs to be given a chance before she can be as great as a guy who worked there for years. Seriously, I don't know what the hell everyone expects. It hurts me when I hear them talking about her like that, because I know they talk about me like that too (hell, and it's not even always behind my back), so I relate to her even though she may not realize why. But yeah, I've grown pretty attached to her because she's so nice to me and actually talks to and shows more interest in me than most people there. I love her, and if they "let her go" any time soon, no matter what they say the reason is, I will KNOW why and I can not continue working for people like that any longer. It'd be too hard. And seriously, if I have to quit it'd be their loss because I'm one of the best workers there no matter what they think. I'm one of the ONLY ones who is constantly working. I never slack off. I don't sit around and chat it up with my buddies like they do. I don't stand around and wait for other people to get stuff done, -I- do it. But I dunno, I tend to get really emotional about stuff like this. >__<; Like when my boss back at the restaraunt in Seattle left, I was so set on quitting when the new people came in... but I ended up getting attached to them and it all turned out for the better. But I really feel if this situations changes, it won't be like that, because we would be taking a step back--and I already know how unpleasant it was before.

=___= *sigh* But... I have bills to pay, so I don't want my emotions to get in the way to the point where I wont be able to pay them. Maybe if I start looking for a different job just in case? Wahhh. Well, at least Sandy is back for now. I was so glad to see her today. I really hope she gets to stay!!

Damniiiiit! The Sims 3 looks too amazing to pass up!! I wasn't planning on getting it until I saw all the new features, like how the Sims actually get their own personalities and OMG the graphics look sweet--I'm already imagining how amazing my own/others' custom content is gonna look in the game. >__>; But I can't even run my Sims 2 anymore cuz I downloaded too much stuff (haha, but mostly because my video card is not up to date). I also don't want to get rid of it, I put too much work into all my sims and neighborhoods and... downloading sprees. XD But I'm sure my laptop can't handle gaming either. Goddamnit. Maybe I'll just buy the best video card I can get for my desktop (which IS a gaming computer) and try installing the Sims 3 once it comes out and see what happens...?

...I'm gonna fry my puter... -___-

Dude, I think there's like.... not even 4 months till NDK. The time goes by freaking fast, doesn't it? I'm really starting to stress out about the ever-nearing end-of-the-year and end of my lease, but I'll prolly write about that later. I'm working really hard on a new cosplay, but it'll prolly look newbish since it's the first time I'll be making something from scratch. On the plus side, I ordered another Lucas wig, found the perfect shirt, and now just need to help my sister with her Ness hat. xD; I have no idea what to do about that though--our plan backfired and ruined the hat... so yeah, if anyone has advice it'd be greatly appreciated, lol. XD but yeah besides that things shooouuld get done in time. I might drop my Light cosplay if need be as well.

OMFG MY OCARINA OF TIME GAME FINALLY CAME IN THE MAILLLL~~~~~~ (yes, I've played the game 1,000 times. but I wanted to play it again xD)

What else? I think I'm gonna get sick because everyone I know is getting sick. >__> it's rather disturbing. And I just typed rathing for some reason. *likes combining words* I WANT ICECREAM. Okay I think I'm done.

Goddamnit, I'm going to try and get certified as a manager at work even though I don't want to. XDD I don't want to work over 40 hours a week again!!

I uploaded a very random, silly video of me as Matt: "Matt's Weekend Alone" Doodlez plays a leading role as well. XDDD

It just blizzarded again last night, and there's a ton of snow on the ground. Ummm I really hope it snows enough tonight that I don't have to work tomorrow. XD; That or I hope ALL the snows melts like now so I wont have to walk in it.

Okay, back to drawing! I'm working on an Earthbound comic for my sister's birthday (which was yesterday... but we're not officially celebrating it until next weekend, when I get to visit her! I really want to go friday night but I'm working, so I'm gonna see if my parents can come pick me up after work). And I also think I'll try to update my Death Note Sim story this week if I finish the comic soon.

XD I like it when I get stuff done, lol~~

Wahhh, I really wanna make a cosplay video. >__< It's times like these when I realize I don't have enough friends.

Whatever man. Maybe I'll make one by myself. XDD hehehe

Because of the blizzard over here in Colorado, I had a snow day yesterday and didn't have to work. XD I was SO happy. omfg. I cooked and baked all day~

I can't wait till my next pay day. I need new pants. XD

(what's up with these random unnecessary entries lately? it just means things are going well for the most part, lol XDD)

...Right now, I very much feel like Cliff from Harvest Moon. Hmm.

omegee my family's visiting tomorrow and I'm so happy. XD I was sad they didn't come today like I thought, but apparently they can only handle visiting for one day (...their own words...) >__< but oh well, hopefully my sis and I can have some one-on-one time this time because I didn't get to hang out with her much last time. Time. XDD I'm so happy my boss let me have this weekend off. It was a surprising break seeing as you're only allowed to ask for one day off per week. Blehh... this next week though looks like it'll be full of me waking up early. =__= I miss the days when I could roll out of bed at 11 and head off to work whenever I felt like it! I'm doing okay though. I'm very happy about making money, though I'm trying to watch myself. XD;; I've been spending way too much of it on food... because I've just been EATING and EATING lately. Seriously, I must be gaining so much weight. Anyways, I'd like to have money to spend on things I need more like clothes/etc. so I'm going to try and chill out with the grocery shopping all the time. >__< Mehh... but's so hard when you have such strong cravings... goddamn food being so expensive!! If it wasn't, I'd definitely go out to eat with my roommates more too.

(  Ah well, meme tiem all around~ )

So I was talking to my sis earlier about this "creepy" claymation kid's cartoon I saw on youtube that apparently was banned from TV, which led to me searching for it again to rewatch it because I thought it was really cool. XD Afterwards I was looking at the related vids and kept clicking on other banned cartoons, which eventually led to me finding all these Disney videos with "deleted/banned" scenes and "subliminal messages". I cracked up severely at the amount of times people found the word "sex" imbedded somewhere in the background/smoke/water/etc. XDDD There was also plenty of lust, boobs giggling, hard-ons, and unnecessary necessary nakedness ftw. I was highly amused.

Oh and I found this (fake) "banned" scene from Aladin that cracked me up WAY too hard. XDDDD



LMFAO. Oh Genie. ilu. I wanna watch Disney movies so bad now~~

"And God said 'Let there be Light!' and there was Light"

XDDDDDDDDDDDDD I was so amused when I saw this today. Why'd they capitalize the "L" in "light" if they weren't talkin about him?? See, totally relevant.

Well, I'ma go bathe and try to find my inner-Light now. XDDD

...That doesn't sound dirty, does it? I not intended it to be. T__T

My family's coming to visit in 2-3 weeks, I think, and I can't wait. =3 I'm so excited to see my sister! Plus, I'm kinda running out of money for food so I need to get the monies she owes me for buying Earthbound for her. XD It was a really expensive game, but from the sound of it it was totally worth it. Eee, we're also adopting a kitty today and I'm so excited!!

( some memes for the lulz )

Ana hung out today and it was quite amusing. XDD We were talking, Harvest Mooning, popcorn was flying down cleavage and getting stuck in peoples throats. It was good times. Now here's a meme:


Ask me a question about any or each of the following, and I'll answer honestly (to the best of my ability ♥):

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. LiveJournal

No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential. Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked.

So, I finally took the time to look though the SIX HUNDRED PLUS MESSAGES I had on deviantART, accumulated since May of last year, and rediscovered a lot of lul-worthy comments I had all but forgotten! I thought I would share some of my favs, so you too can has some lulz.



LMFAO.

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I dunno what's up with my sister lately, but she's been crackin' me up like CRAZY. XDD Last night we were playing Brawl and I had picked Ike once and kept using the attack where he jumps up and screams a lot. So later my sis picked him cuz she wanted to hear him yelling, but for some reason he wasn't doing it as much as he was with me. XDD SO after that, she was like "You should be Ike. Only you can make him scream like that!"

XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

laughter commenced, and then she added "Well it's true! When I do him he doesn't scream as much!"

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

So that made me happy lmfao.

But yeah. Now I'm really sad because I'm moving out tomorrow morning and won't get to see her or my family or kitties much anymore. ;[ I did it before, but that doesn't make it easier. I'm really gonna miss them.

But on the bright side I'm moving in with jupiterhalo and hyper_amychao, who are some of the most AWESOME people I've ever met. When I mentioned I was moving back home they didn't hesitate inviting me to be their roommate, but as if the welcome wasn't enough, they offered to help me in so many ways, with so many things, and unlike my previous situation I feel like there's no pressure. Unlike the last time, I do actually feel like I'm going someplace where I'm wanted and loved (which is definitely something you only truly feel with family). I've already stayed with you guys and know I'll be comfortable, and know that you will probably become my second family. So thank you for welcoming me--thank you for saying "we want you to come live with us!"--and thank you for being good friends. I'll try my best to be a good friend and roommate as well.<3

Also, I'll be close to my girl now. She's one of the only people (along with my sis) who I can actually really be myself around, she makes me really happy, so her being there will probably be one of the only things that makes living away from my family bearable. I'm looking forward to what the future will brinnng~~

ilu guys. and I'm gonna miss everyone here at home.<33333